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Do not rob the world of your light just because you're in a dark place! If Jesus is the light of the world, we should be also the light in our area of influence! As the world continues to get darker, we should shine brighter. If we let our light shine, men will see the light of our good (GODLY) works, then glorify the Father, OUR FATHER, which art in heaven! 

     We must NOT allow anyone to dim our light, especially us. We dim our light with our futile thoughts, our damning, negative words, our lack of faith, receiving others word as the law instead of what God has already said, and refusing to deal with the blind spots called T.R.A.U.M.A! 

     Our past dims both our present and our future...if we allow it. The past is for lessons learned and our future is for creating new memories. New memories can transform into endless possibilities. Light illuminates the dark, provides sight, and reveals what is concealed. Light is great for those who no longer desire darkness. Nelson Mandela said it best, "We are not afraid of our darkness, we are afraid of our light!" In closing, we should get excited about darkness, for it is an opportunity to shine bright. Do not be afraid of the dark, others light, and more importantly, your light! If we refuse to embrace the light that Yah has placed inside us, it's still darkness. I'm not afraid of the dark!

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We must realize that as we get older, mistakes costs! Due to immaturity and ignorance, there are some things that God winks at, however, when we gain experience, He judges the matter. My gramdmother says, "You'll get by, but you won't get away! My grandfather used to say, "You reap what you sow!" I didn't understand until I got some time on the clock. As the old folks used to say, "Keep living!" We must realize that we must give an account to how we think, what we think, what we say, and how we.say it! Everything is written down and there is is SIN TAX that every man and woman must pay. I pray that the blood of Jesus paid yours because if Jesus didn't,  that is is Bill that we cannot afford to pay. Sow good seeds and you shall reap them. 

Today, February 18th, is my late grandmother, Pastor Rachael Catherine Hill Fuller's birthday. She passed away on April 1, 2003, at the age of 94. 53 years ago she started her ministry, Miracle Deliverance Field Prayer Center. She was a woman who loved everyone and cared about families. She had started several churches and it was taken from her because of her being a woman. She was very creative, a fashion designer, and floral designer. After she passed, and while at the funeral home I saw a vision of her telling me to resurrect her ministry and that I could do it. Even though she was the youngest child, she was the first person in her family to received the Holy Ghost in 1925 at the age of 17. In 1930 she was ordained and preached on the streets of Baltimore, MD. I did not know when I accepted this mantle, that this anointing attracted witches, betrayal, and walking alone. My uncle had given me all of her things including her original license and this red women's bible. In the back of the bible, he had my name written it. She also had her bookmark to the scripture, "I set thee as a watchman..." I made a vow and I have kept that vow for these 21 years. We are registered in 5 states and countries. http://miracledeliverancefpc.org. #MyBlackHistory #womenpreachers #womenentrepreneurship

We are here to SERVE our leaders; not become a SLAVE to our leaders! Many of us are still healing from people who presented a bad billboard of religion. Religion and religious people keep us bound with their own set of rules and regulations that they themselves fail to keep! Sounds like Pharisees and the Saduccees! Emancipate yourself from the religious, mental, and emotional slavery of mind control and manipulation called witchcraft! Never allow anyone to tell you if you leave the church that something will happen to you! Correction, something will continue to happen if you remain! This is the Lord's church and not yours! I'm no Fantasia, but go ahead and "Free Yourself"! I'm no Envogue, but "Free Your Mind" and the REST will follow! 

     If running away from our problems a race that we'll never win, then why do we continue to run? Are we aware that we are running? If God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of love, power, and a sound mind, then where is the fear coming from? If every good and perfect gift comes from the Lord, then we know that the gift of fear did NOT come from the Lord! The gift of fear is a demonic gift that is only given by Satan! His mission statement is to steal, kill, and destroy. Fear is a thief and it steals our peace, it kills our courage, and destroys our destiny. 

     We must realize that fear is a spirit and we must trace it back to its origin. If we are to be effective in the Kingdom of God, we must annihilate fear from our lives. If we are to be effective for the Lord, fear has to be an enemy to us. Fear has paralyzed and stopped so many from achieving greatness. The graveyard is filled with people who never took a leap of faith, who had cures for diseases, who never opened their businesses, and who allowed fear to stop their destiny! Cowards shall have their place in the lake of fire 🔥 (Revelations 21:8).

     Courage is the opposite of fear and those who possess the Holy Ghost, should not fear. The Holy Ghost is bold like a lion and and Christ is called the Lion of Judah! We must be tenacious in our efforts to overcome fear, not come into covenant with fear, and aggressively deal with it! I challenge us to reject fear and accept the perfect love that drives out the torment of fear! Receive the agape love of Christ to drive away what has come to steal, kill, and destroy you!

     On Monday, January 15th, I was looking for some items that I purchased in November 2023. However, there was one problem; I forgot where I place them. I went to the lengths of calling my friend to inquire did he have it in his possession. He replied, "No." I commenced to looking frantically all over the house, garage, closets, etc. I thought about the parable of the lost coin where the lady searched frantically for her lost coin.

     The first thing I did was pray and ask for God to help me find my items. I specifically said, "Holy Ghost, please show me where I put it at?" I started to look for it. I still couldn't find it and I had to repent because of my words! Shortly thereafter, I started looking in the closet AGAIN, and found it! I was excited! Here are the steps I took: 1.) I prayed and asked the Holy Spirit to help me find it; (Direction, order my steps) 2.) I turned on the lights in each room to search for it (revelation: spiritual enlightenment through the light of truth); 3.) After I found it, I thanked Him for allowing me to find the items.

     After I found it, I also found my two pairs of gloves that I could not find either! As I was leaving the house, the Holy Spirit said @ 11:47 am (1/15/24), "I'll cause you to FIND what you are not LOOKING for!" This is an example of the Word is made flesh in your life!

     Although we have reached a new year, many people still remain the same. We make new year's resolutions and by the end of February, we go back to our old selfish hobbies and sinful habits. Until we have a change of mind, we will continue to deceive ourselves. The worse deception is self-deception! Don't deceive yourself again by lying to yourself....AGAIN!

     What will we do differently in the new year? What goals will we accomplish that we didn't last year? We should start with taking a self-inventory of responsibility for our actions. I believe that is called repentance. God cannot help us, comfort us, or deliver us, if we cover our sins. Those that cover their sins shall not prosper. Those that want to change come into the light because they want their deeds exposed! Those that do not want their deeds exposed remain in darkness!

     Which category do you fall in? There should be some classes that we don’t have to repeat because the consequences costs us more than we were willing to pay! We cannot embrace a new year with the same mindset, conversation, and behavior. What changes are you going to make this year? In closing, remember, we cannot do a new thing in an old way! Happy New Year 

Here are some nuggets that give us more understanding about grief

Question: Who helps us get prepared to deal with the losses of life?

[ ] 1. We get old.

[ ] 2. We get sick.

[ ] 3. Everything that we love, cherish, and hold dear will one day grow up and leave you.

[ ] What losses have you experienced that you never fully grieved for?

[ ] Grief is the normal internal feeling one experience of in reaction to a loss.

[ ] Grief is a thief. It's goal is to subtract from your overall quality of life.

[ ] The goal of grief is to introduce you to isolation and depression.  

[ ] Grief's voice is quiet and actions are loud.

[ ] Grief wants to paralyze your emotions. It's desire is for you to remain stuck.

Seek professional help if your grief becomes unbearable and if you are experiencing it for a long extensive period of time ⏲️! 

     Don't let nobody fool you...EVERYBODY is in either in RECOVERY or RECOVERING from something! Our substance may not be alcohol or drugs, but it's something. That something does not discriminate, is not racist, or prejudiced, but that something is like the grave...it takes everybody! Our lives are filled with substances that we are abusing, dependent upon, or addicted to! That substance is called SIN! Christ has come to abuse what has been abusing us; Christ has come to sever what we have been depending on as an idol; and Christ has come to break every addiction that we cannot leave alone!

     The blood of Jesus washes away EVERYTHING that we're holding on to, and what's been holding on to us! Our new substance that gives us POWER is the Holy Ghost! We overcome those substances by the word of our testimony and the blood of the Lamb! In closing, our graduation theme in the Body of Christ be "Freedom From Substance,  Graduating From Recovery to Deliverance!" 

     The most successful relationship is the one that you have with yourself. If you are the best version of yourself, you can add more value to the other person that you are in a friendship with, as a co-worker, as clergy, and as a spouse. You rob the people of receiving someone who is healthy, whole, and well. Trauma causes subtraction and division; wellness causes addition and multiplication! We don’t have to be perfect, however let’s strive for mastery. If you do not enjoy your own company, why would others enjoy it! If self-care is the BEST care, then why don’t you care about yourself?

     An unhealed person can become a menace to society to any circle that they are present in. Do not allow marriage to be a cover-up to what you’re covering up! We’ve often heard the saying, treat others the way you want to be treated, however, I don’t know how you were treated in your past! If we don’t answer the right questions, then we shall get the wrong reaction from the other party! Effective communication starts with identifying your emotions through verbalization. Perhaps the medroom is a answer for what the bedroom cannot fix.

     Let us not devour one another as a means of communication. Season your words with salt and not with guile. Do not become critical, condescending, judgemental, and religious in your worldview towards the other party. Sometimes, effective communication is SILENCE! FAITH PLUS THE WORKS of you sitting on the couch for counseling can assist you in not only understanding your trauma, but overcoming it!  Openness and the right attitude will help you overcome the drama of your T.R.A.U.M.A!

The T.R.A.U.M.A of TRIBULATION can stunt our growth and places our lives in D, R, N or P. DRIVE is to move forward in life. We are reminded to press towards the mark of the higher calling and to forget those things that are behind us (Phillipians 3:14). REVERSE means to revert back to our old thoughts, people, places, things, situations, habits, and behaviors. If we put our hands to the plow and look back, we are not fit for the Kingdom (Luke 9:62). NEUTRAL symbolizes that you are unsure if you want to change. You are neither hot, nor cold, but lukewarm (Revelations 3:16). Jesus spits us out of His mouth! You know what to do, but fail to do it! PARK represents waiting on the Lord with courage so that the Lord can strengthen our heart (Psalms 27:14)!

     We must deal with life on life terms. We must not be afraid to ask and seek the help that we need and deserve to reach our full potential. Use your voice as a Cange Agent, as an Advocate, as an Influencer. Sometimes, the worst fears are what we believe about ourselves! When you can overcome yourself, you can change the world. Start with the one whose reflection is looking back at you in the mirror. Asking, Seeking, and Knocking to receive help is spiritual and not religious.

 You are a strong person to know that your weakness can destroy you. Jesus said, "My STRENGTH is made PERFECT in YOUR WEAKNESS!" Let the weak, say I'm STRONG. The glory of God can rest upon you much stronger, much sooner, if you know your limitations. Knowing your limitations can keep not only you from sinking, but others too! When you know that you need Christ you are strong, because you are weak without Him! I am strong enough to know I am weak, yet weak enough to know I am strong!

When you name something, that means you have authority over it. Until a person is aware that they have a problem, they cannot specifically name the problem in order to solve it! Awareness is known consciousness and no change will ever occur, unless we are conscious about our challenges. Confession and faith not makes it known to Him and allows the Lord the legal right to operate. Pride covers and confession exposes. Pride cometh before destruction, and a hearty spirit before the fall! God hates pride because it is the root to many of our problems. For examples, have you ever struggles admitting that you were wrong? What about apologizing? What about I don't need any help or your help? 1 John 1:9 communicates, "If you confess your sins, He is just to forgive you and cleanse you of unrighteousness. God cannot forgive and cleanse until you confess! Remember, name your problem (confess), repent, forgive, and receive in Jesus name!